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Today.. I'm really worked up.. dunno why.. but my foot.. just refuses to heal... i need to get an MRI done tmrw.. hope all's well.. i really need some light and very bright at that to stand up and start walking on both my feet.. pray!!!

LIGHT.

Antics of the mind!

Was wondering last night sometime.... how difficult is it to say 'how are you'..? is it? don't know.. depends on a lot of things!! but yes yesterday i did realize the play of mind..its expectations..its games to cajole one's ego! but dude..people are strange...! :)

Decide...

You cannot be directed to decide against yourself without first being deceived into thinking that what hurts you can also help you.
- Guy Finley

REFLECT....

"Every morning a new arrival.A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes as an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all!... Even if they're a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of it's furniture, still, treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. "
----Rumi

Finding myself...

Writing after a long time.. feeling happy.. feeling content... but a li'l lost in the grind.. m at it again.. Finding myself.. at its best.. loving it.. just want to fly in words..ideas.. missing the pen..the paper..the fog..the lamp nd the stool..nd My Friend... who listens to those words..every time..

WHAT'S GOING ON...???

THESE DAYS.. WORDS COME SO DISTANT... I FALL SHORT OF THEM EVERYTIME I WANT TO LEAP INTO THE SYMPHONY THAT A POEM BRINGS... WHEWWW.. GOSH KNOWS WHATS NEW.. M GOING BERSERK I GUESS.. EVERYTHING'S WELL OR IS IT A MESS..?? CONFUSION CONFUSION... I THINK I'M GETTING OVER BUSY.. NO TIME TO SIT BACK AND REFLECT ON THE STORED VOCABULARY.... I THINK I NEED TO HIT A SANCTUARY ..BE IN THE WILD... AND BRING BACK THE MOMENTS THAT WERE MILD... SOFT... SERENE..AND...MOMENTS WHEN I WAS ME............

How i wish..this line is understood..nd lived by people..every problem will end......

Childhood is one phase when we are clear of all that ruins us..its then when this fragrance matters so much! how i wish this innocence..could be what we sustain in ourselves..and also something that we look for in others and help it grow..instead of calling old age the second childhood how i wish we don't have anything that separates us from this beautiful state..!

Wish i could be that perfect..but this imperfection helps me grow even "better"!!