Twilight Girl

how much i see them ever more
i don't wish to dream anymore
another sleep, a wishful waste
i want to be inside them
twilight girl come for me

show me the way to your place
turn around and touch me
same dawn and the evening taste
twilight girl come for me

come and take me away
let me rustle the winds
and fall with the rain
let me feel complete
dense like the fog
twilight girl come for me

i will wait as i sleep
for another push
to the unlimited
to the carefree
to the time when
you will come for me

Incredible Is. The. Word.

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Shackles of the mind

love and boundless love

the 'art' of missing someone

the web of emotions

the constant victim hood

how much needs to unwind

the deep fulfilling breath

the closing of eyes

the head dropping back

how much undercover

needs to outshine.

Broken Hope

Half broken as i lay

with wind gushing through my wound

and blood gushing out,

I see images

dark and twisted

passages deep and narrow

with the only thing

to keep me company

is the light in my heart

and the dreams which are shallow

well cornered from one end

I bleed from another

camouflaged by the beauty

of the exterior

its the inside that needs mending

with pieces falling bit by bit

I reach out with ecstasy

towards my only hope left.

TEARS

Tears of anger on my face,

the guarded emotion does eventually surface,

how i swallow the feeling in deepest bounds,

howit comes out when the tear of anger

trickles down.

Its hatred to do what i'm not

and  the mind numbing try to become,

to fight,to reach maximum.

Its the feeling of being lashed out for no reason.

Its the feeling when you wanna crush

and you crash down.

FLIP SIDE

How everything we see

doesn't make sense

How every downfall

is another question to rise

How everything that's dark

has whats bright
How the next moment is safe
yet no respite
There are questions & their answers

the fire and its ash

the sky and the bottom of the sea

everything that doesn't
and still has to BE.
All that's wrong & what's right
the dark black shadow
and the shining light
How every tall tree
has its deepest roots
How everything is a seed 
before it shoots
How everything that's raw
ends up being engineered

How every creature has its eyes

how every beginning has its end

makes me coil and scream

at every thing's FLIP SIDE 

Witness

"Happiness is just like rains or the sunniness, it is a mood around you, an environment
-- but not you.
You are the watcher, you are the witness who knows that now everything is very beautiful."



- Osho

:(

Today.. I'm really worked up.. dunno why.. but my foot.. just refuses to heal... i need to get an MRI done tmrw.. hope all's well.. i really need some light and very bright at that to stand up and start walking on both my feet.. pray!!!

LIGHT.

Antics of the mind!

Was wondering last night sometime.... how difficult is it to say 'how are you'..? is it? don't know.. depends on a lot of things!! but yes yesterday i did realize the play of mind..its expectations..its games to cajole one's ego! but dude..people are strange...! :)