WHAT'S GOING ON...???

THESE DAYS.. WORDS COME SO DISTANT... I FALL SHORT OF THEM EVERYTIME I WANT TO LEAP INTO THE SYMPHONY THAT A POEM BRINGS... WHEWWW.. GOSH KNOWS WHATS NEW.. M GOING BERSERK I GUESS.. EVERYTHING'S WELL OR IS IT A MESS..?? CONFUSION CONFUSION... I THINK I'M GETTING OVER BUSY.. NO TIME TO SIT BACK AND REFLECT ON THE STORED VOCABULARY.... I THINK I NEED TO HIT A SANCTUARY ..BE IN THE WILD... AND BRING BACK THE MOMENTS THAT WERE MILD... SOFT... SERENE..AND...MOMENTS WHEN I WAS ME............

How i wish..this line is understood..nd lived by people..every problem will end......

Childhood is one phase when we are clear of all that ruins us..its then when this fragrance matters so much! how i wish this innocence..could be what we sustain in ourselves..and also something that we look for in others and help it grow..instead of calling old age the second childhood how i wish we don't have anything that separates us from this beautiful state..!

Wish i could be that perfect..but this imperfection helps me grow even "better"!!

My Silence

The silence that provokes

the outcry of thoughts

The silence that speaks

my unspoken mind

the silence that describes

the presence of a lonesome heart

the silence that defines

the happiness caught in

the words that deny

the words that refuse

to shell out the silence voices them

gives them speech

gives them sound

gives them sound

gives them a way to come out

though its refusal

that ushers in silence

its refusal to be wat i am

its refusal to be with a pure heart

its the refusal to shut the noise in my mind

its the refusal to stay calm and quiet

its when i refuse and deny

its when i let every emotion pass by...

The moment...

I let my emotions stay

and revel in them

I let them manifest

and let them swell

it's all that's coming in

and i let it grow

it shows and prospers

in every moment spent.. :)

Wanna run away...

Searching

for that silence

a place far away

from this noise

from the shackles

of blaring sounds

they hurt..

words said softly..

but they pierce too

don't please don't..

don't shout..

i just wana run away..

one day..

one day i want to live

for myself..

as myself..

please don't shout..

The realisation

The unforgivable.Curse.

Disrespect.Torment.

Torture.Entangle.

Break.Mishandle.

You would never do that

with your

crockery

but you will do that

with your

child.

Cuddle.Hug.Kiss.

Stroke.Talk.Sit with.

LOVE.

You will do that with your dog

but you will not do that

with your

child.

Do you realise..?

NO.

you don't.

Do you wonder..?

NO.

you don't.

Do you LOVE..?

NO.

you don't.

One realisation of the moment

that the child goes through

One awareness of you action

can make a child's life

and ignorance of the other

will RUIN it...

The eyes express the heart that speaks and tears that swell in them..are the words of the heart.....

Conditioning of love...

Why is love so bound by

pretentions,notions

expectations??

people can slip,stumble

flip and fumble

but is it enough

to "end" one's love

to condition it so much

that it doesn't work anymore

love is not a willed emotion

it is something that generates

penetrates,percolates

and shows on the face

of the souls of both

the hearts that ring

play and sing

together

are unexpected expectations

enough to silence

the song of the hearts..?

are they..??

why is love so conditioned??